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Ruby Blaire
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Ruby Blaire EP (2025)
Gorgeous (2025)
Singles
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Venom's Kiss
You say you love me with a crooked smile
Whispers sweet like cyanide
I chase the thrill, I crave the fire
But you burn me every timeWe dance around the edge of truth
Trading lies like currency
You're poison in a perfume bottle
And I drink you willinglyYou're the ache I can't resist
The blade beneath the bliss
Venom in the kiss, oh, it's killing me
Every touch a loaded gun
But I can’t stop, I come undone
Toxic love, you’re all I see—
And you're everything that's wrong with meYou tear me down just to pull me close
Make me beg, then leave me cold
Still I crawl back to your shadows
'Cause heaven never hurt this boldYou paint your rage in shades of red
Call it passion, call it fate
But this ain't love, it's just obsession
Dressed in heartbreak and heartacheYou're the ache I can't resist
The blade beneath the bliss
Venom in the kiss, oh, it's killing me
Every touch a loaded gun
But I can’t stop, I come undone
Toxic love, you’re all I see—
And you're everything that's wrong with meWe're fireworks in the pouring rain
A masterpiece of pain
No heroes in this story, babe
Just chains we can't escapeYou're the ache I can't resist
Still I beg for one more hit
Venom in the kiss, yeah, it's killing me
Even if I break in two
I’d still run straight back to you
Toxic love, you’re all I need—
Even if you’re the end of me
About the Song:
“Venom’s Kiss” is one of the most personal songs I’ve written. It’s about the kind of love that poisons you slowly—the kind you know is wrong, but you keep coming back to. I wrote it about someone I couldn’t let go of, even when it was tearing me apart. It’s dark, it’s seductive, and it hurts in all the right ways. Every lyric is a piece of that heartbreak I lived through—wrapped in alt-pop with just enough edge to make it sting.
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My Demons
You think you know me,
You think I care,
You fucked up once, but baby,
But that's all fair,
Next time just cut me,
From ear to ear,
Show me your love,
I'll show you my fearBaby can't you just love me
Please don't fuck around
Wasn't that the way it was supposed to be?
Do it all again...
Please baby,
Do it for me. (me)Cold skin,
Torn wrists,
Oh little shivering doll.
Me and my demons love you,
Yea baby,
We really love you. (you)Cut me open,
I'm bleeding out,
Love me, hate me,
You fucked around.
Was that the way things were supposed to be?Cold skin,
Torn wrist,
Oh little shivering doll.
Me and my demons love you,
Yeah baby,
They really love you.
Baby...You fucked around baby...
You fucked around baby...
I told you I'd show you my fear.
My demons really love you baby,
Now get the fuck out of here.
Baby get the fuck...
Out of here.
About the Song:
“My Demons” is one of the darkest songs I’ve written. It came from a place of deep hurt, where love, anger, and self-destruction all collided. I wasn’t trying to make it polished—I wanted it to feel real, unfiltered. It's about betrayal, about being pushed past your limit, and what happens when the pain doesn’t have anywhere else to go. It’s me at my most vulnerable and my most dangerous. If you’ve ever loved someone who broke you, this one’s for you.
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Bring Me Down
The edge is drawing closer
Maybe I'm just near
I can hear it in my head
Replaying all the things you saidJust take me back to yesterday
Don't think about today
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday, is over
And tomorrow I'll be soberCan you bring me down
(Can you bring me down)
Can you bring me down
(Can you bring me down)
I'm too high up here
It's too high up here
Can you bring me down
It's too high up hereLooking in the mirror
What am I afraid of
All this pain I feel
Take me away
(Take me away)
Take me away. (away)Yesterday, is over
And tomorrow I'll be sober
Can you bring me down
(Can you bring me down)
Can you bring me down
(Can you bring me down)
I'm too high up here
It's too high up here
Can you bring me down
It's too high up hereCan you bring me down
Can you
Can you
It's too high (too high)
I'm too high (too high)
Up hereCan you bring me down
(Can you bring me down)
Can you bring me down
(Can you bring me down)
I'm too high up here
It's too high up here
Can you bring me down
It's too high up hereI won't feel it anyway
I won't feel it anyway
I won't feel it anywayTake the leap of faith(It's too high)
(I'm too high)
About the Song:
“Bring Me Down” is about standing on the edge—literally. It’s about those moments when you’re so far gone, when the weight of everything pushes you to the ledge, and you’re not sure if anyone will notice if you fall. I wrote it during a really dark time in my life. It’s not polished or pretty—it’s raw. It’s the sound of wanting to jump but still quietly hoping someone might stop you. If you’ve ever been there, this song is for you. You’re not alone.
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Somewhere in Me
I was chasing shadows on a one-way street
Tried to wear the world like it fit on me
Mirror said a name I could barely see
Whose eyes are these staring back at me?Tried to be the echo of a thousand sounds
But I lost my voice when I played that crowd
The silence came and it broke me down
But somehow, it’s where I was finally foundAll those nights, lying wide awake
Searching through the noise for something real to sayNow I’m walking through the fire, not afraid to burn
Every scar I carry is a page I’ve turned
I’m not who I was, but I’m who I’m meant to be
Found the truth I needed, somewhere in me
Oh, somewhere in meTried to paint my life in someone else's tones
But the colors bled through when I stood alone
Took the longest road I’ve ever known
To find out I was never really goneEvery fall, every tear I cried
Led me to the light I had insideNow I’m walking through the fire, not afraid to burn
Every scar I carry is a page I’ve turned
I’m not who I was, but I’m who I’m meant to be
Found the truth I needed, somewhere in me
Yeah, somewhere in meLet the past be stories I can tell
I had to lose myself to break the shell
Now I’m rising, higher than before
With my feet on fire and an open doorI walked through the fire, now I see the flame
It was never there to bring me shame
I’m not who I was, but I’m finally free
I found my voice, and it’s singing for me
Yeah, I found myself…
Somewhere in meSomewhere in me…
I found who I’m meant to be
About the Song:
“Somewhere in Me” is about coming home to myself after being lost for a long time. I spent so long trying to be everything for everyone—chasing shadows, echoing what I thought people wanted—but I lost my voice in the process. This song is about reclaiming it. It’s about the fire we walk through and the scars we carry, not with shame, but as proof we made it. I wrote it as a reminder that even in the silence, even in the darkest moments, there’s still something true and strong living inside us. And sometimes, that’s where we finally find who we are.
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Final Act
Ever as the rain
Strong like the sun
Finding you can heal
Knowing you're not doneCan you hear it love
Can you see it?
It's not over dear
You can still be it!
It's the final act
It's the final act
It's the final act!This endless shore
Just as sure as before
A journey to the sunrise
Witness this surpriseBlack is looking back
And grey is with me
(No tar to attack)Can you hear it dear
Can you see it?
It's not over love
You can still be it!
It's the final act
It's the final act
(It's the final act)
It's the final act!~ (act)Learning to love, (again)
Learning to laugh, (again)
Learning to trust
And smile
And breathe..(again)Oh, you're on the cusp dear
Have no fear!
Have to relax yourself
Set your spirit free! (free)Black is looking back
And grey is with me
(No tar to attack)Can you hear it dear
Can you see it?
It's not over love
You can still be it!
It's the final act
It's the final act
It's the final act!~ (act)It's the final act
(It's the final act)
It's the final act
(It's the final act)
It's the final act!~ (act)
About the Song:
“Final Act” is about choosing to keep going—even when it feels like the end. It’s about rediscovering love, trust, laughter, and breath after everything has tried to take those things away. I wrote this song as a kind of epilogue to pain, but also as a beginning to something softer, wiser, and more free. It’s me telling myself—and anyone listening—that the story isn’t over. There’s still time to heal. Still time to bloom. This isn’t the end. It’s the final act... and that means you still have the power to change the ending.
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Old Sharlayan
Beneath the stars and marble stone,
I walk these halls, but I'm alone.
The sea wind sings, the candles glow—
I'm here, still waiting, don't you know?I'm waiting for you at Old Sharlayan,
Where silence speaks and dreams began.
No need for maps, no need to run—
Just come back home, my only one.They say the wise don't chase the wind,
But I would cross the world again.I'm waiting for you at Old Sharlayan,
My heart, my light, my dearest plan.Because I love you.
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About the Song:
“Old Sharlayan” is a love letter frozen in time. I wrote it about waiting for someone who never came back—about holding onto the hope that they still might. It’s wrapped in the imagery of a place that meant something to both of us, and every line is layered with memory and stillness. It’s soft, almost whispered, but beneath that calm is a heart that’s still breaking. This song is about love that lingers, and the spaces it haunts when it’s gone.
Light Up The Dark
I was lost in the noise, running low on flame
Caught in a storm I couldn't name
Then you showed up like a spark in the rain
And suddenly, nothing felt the sameNow the sky's not just sky, it's a canvas we paint
With every heartbeat, every break
You pull the colors out of grey
And I can't look awayYou light up the dark like a million stars
Shining through the cracks in my heart
Every shadow falls apart
When I'm where you are
You lift me higher than the moon can climb
Out of the silence into the rhyme
You light up, light up the dark
Every timeI was drifting slow, like a satellite
Waiting for gravity to feel right
But you pulled me in with your quiet light
Now I'm spinning in your orbit every nightThe world's not the same when you're not near
You turn the static into something clearYou light up the dark like a million stars
Shining through the cracks in my heart
Every shadow falls apart
When I'm where you are
You lift me higher than the moon can climb
Out of the silence into the rhyme
You light up, light up the dark
Every timeAnd even when the night feels long
You're the reason I hold on
Like the words to my favorite song
You keep me singing, singing alongYou light up the dark like a million stars
Guiding me back from where we are
Even if we're worlds apart
You're never far
You lift me higher than the moon can climb
Out of the silence, into the rhyme
You light up, light up the dark
Every timeEvery time...
You light up the dark
About the Song:
“Light Up the Dark” is about someone who found me when I was lost—when I was stuck in the noise, running on empty. They didn’t save me with grand gestures—they just showed up with quiet consistency, and slowly everything started to feel brighter. This song is a thank you to that kind of love. The kind that doesn’t try to fix you, but reminds you that you’re not broken. It’s about how even one person can bring light back into your life, even when you thought the dark was permanent.
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Gorgeous
You hide behind your mirror
Like it's made of smoke and glass
Countin' every little scar
From a past that shouldn't last
But I see a light, burnin' so bright
And you don't even know it's there
Baby, if you could see what I see
You'd stop standin' in despairAll the lines on your face
Tell a story full of grace
And every crack in your voice
Still sounds like a choice
To rise, to shine, to fightLook at you — how can't you see?
You're a masterpiece to me
No need to change a single part
You're perfect work of heart
When you doubt, I'll remind you
Of the truth I always knew
You're so damn gorgeous
Baby, just look at youYou apologize for cryin'
Like your tears should be ashamed
But there's beauty in that softness
And in every name you've claimed
You're a fire wrapped in velvet
You're a storm and you're the calm
Don't need no one's validation
You've been flawless all alongThose eyes hold galaxies
And strength you don't believe
But I see the diamond shine
Through all that pain you hide
You don't need to tryLook at you — how can't you see?
You're a masterpiece to me
No need to change a single part
You're perfect work of heart
When you doubt, I'll remind you
Of the truth I always knew
You're so damn gorgeous
Baby, just look at youYou don't need the world's applause
To know you're more than enough
You were born to break the silence
You were made to rise in loveLook at you — don't you see?
You're everything you're meant to be
No filter, no disguise
Just the truth behind your eyes
When you fall, I will find you
And remind you what is true
You're so damn gorgeous
Baby, just look at youYeah… just look at you
Ohhh… just look at you…
About the Song:
“Gorgeous” is the song I wish someone had sung to me when I was breaking. It’s about seeing the beauty in someone when they can’t see it themselves—and reminding them that they are enough, just as they are. I wrote it for anyone who’s ever felt unlovable, who’s tried to hide behind perfection or pain. It’s not just a compliment—it’s a promise: that your softness is strength, your scars are stories, and you are already so damn beautiful. No filter. No fixing. Just the truth, plain and shining.
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Sun-Kissed Kinda Love
Windows down, and you're laughing slow
Wind in your hair, and I can't let go
You caught my heart like a wave in June
Playing our song under a silver moonBoy, you shine brighter than the day
Every look just takes my breath awayOoh, it's a sun-kissed kinda love
Feels like magic from above
You and me, we're more than just a spark
We're the summer written in the stars
Ooh, with your hand inside of mine
Every little thing just feels so right
Hold me close and never get enough
Of this sun-kissed kinda loveEven when the skies turn grey
You're the light I'll chase each day
Like a melody I can't outrun
You're my forever in the sunOoh, it's a sun-kissed kinda love
Caught me like a dream I can't wake up
Boy, you're every beat, every rhyme
Let's stay frozen in this time
Ooh, even when the summer's gone
This feeling lingers on and on
It's the sweetest kind of love
Yeah, our sun-kissed kinda love
About the Song:
“Sun-Kissed Kinda Love” is my daydream in song form. It’s about that carefree, glowing kind of love that feels like summer—warm, wild, and unforgettable. I wanted it to feel like windows down, your favorite song on repeat, and your heart wide open. Even if the season fades, that kind of love leaves a mark that never really goes away. It’s flirty, sweet, and full of sunshine—and it makes me smile every time I sing it.
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Midnight Slide
Slide with me, slide with meYou walk in, lightin' up the dark
Eyes meet, now I feel that spark
No talk, just the beat and vibes
Movin' close like we've danced through livesLet's do the midnight slide (slide)
No rules, no need to hide
Feel the rhythm deep inside
On this midnight, midnight slidePull me in like the tide
Let the music be our guide
Hearts in sync, we collide
On this midnight slideMidnight slide (slide),
Just you and I (you and I)
Movin' slow, feelin' high
On this midnight, midnight slideSlide with me, slide...
About the Song:
“Midnight Slide” is pure late-night magic. It’s that moment when the world disappears and it’s just you, the music, and someone who makes your heart skip. I wanted it to feel smooth and magnetic—like slipping into a dream with bass underneath you. No rules, no walls—just connection. It’s sensual, vibey, and made for that 1 a.m. moment when the night feels endless.
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Close Enough to Break
You call my name like it's a memory
Soft and slow, it lingers endlessly
I'm tracing words you'll never say
Through all the silence you replayI reach for you in the dark
But love this far still leaves a mark
And every step I take alone
Still aches like coming homeI just wanna be close enough to break
Let the weight of us be what it takes
If it shatters me to hold you
Then I'll bleed to know the truth
'Cause loving you from far away
Is a war I lose each dayYour voice is fog inside my head
Every word a ghost I've left unsaid
You're the storm I never fight
'Cause you feel like what's still rightWe dance between the could-have-beens
On borrowed time and fragile skin
But I'd rather fall than fade away
In the silence we obeyI just wanna be close enough to break
Let the wreckage be the price I pay
If it ruins me to hold you
Let the ruin feel like grace
'Cause distance wears the soul away
And I don't want to wasteMaybe we were meant to fall
But I still reach through it all
If this is pain, let it be mine
If you're not here — I'll cross the lineI just wanna be close enough to break
Even if the light begins to fade
If I burn just to touch you
Then I'll rise in all your flames
'Cause what we lost, I still replay
I'd fall again — and call it graceJust close enough to break
For you...
For you Jake.
About the Song:
“Close Enough to Break” is the most vulnerable I’ve ever let myself be in a song. It’s about loving someone so deeply that even the silence between you still speaks. It’s about reaching for someone who’s gone, knowing it’ll hurt, but doing it anyway—because pain feels better than letting go. I wrote this for Jake. For the love that never had a proper ending. For the ghosts I still hold close. If you've ever loved someone from across a distance—emotional or physical—you’ll understand why I’d rather break than forget.
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Awakening
I stayed in lines they drew for me
Quiet rooms and clipped-off dreams
But something gentle, deep inside
Kept whispering I had the right to flySo I'll spread my wings, no fear this time
Let the wind decide what's yours or mine
No more shrinking just to fit the mold
I'm stepping out into the cold
'Cause I was made for more than this
I was meant to rise, not just existI gave too much to stay the same
Held back light just to keep them sane
But now I'm walking toward the unknown
And every step feels like coming homeI'll spread my wings, let the sky decide
If I fall or if I shine
Every scar has shaped my flame
And I won't ever be the same
I was made to break, to burn, to glow
I'm not afraid to let it showSo let me fall or let me rise
I'm finally learning how to fly
About the Song:
“Awakening” is about finally stepping out of the version of myself that other people expected me to be. For so long, I stayed quiet, small, manageable—just to make others comfortable. But deep down, I knew I was made for more. This song is me choosing myself. It’s about letting go of the fear, embracing the unknown, and learning to fly even if it means falling along the way. It’s not just a song—it’s a promise to never shrink again.
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Ashes in Bloom
Whispers in the walls
Like ghosts that never sleep
You carved your name in silence
Where I was meant to breatheYou wore your smile like armor
But your words were knives in disguise
I danced through your thunder
With shadows stitched into my skies
You said I was fragile
But I was breaking just to feel
Now I rise through the wreckage
My soul the blade you failed to stealAnd though your chains were made of air
They held me tighter than despair
But truth burns brighter than your lies—
I see you with open eyesI am fire from the storm you fed
A voice reborn from all you said
No more silence no more shame
You'll never haunt my name
From the ruins I reclaim my truth
Ashes in bloom — I rise from you
No longer yours to dim or bruise
This soul is mine to useI walked your halls of mirrors
Where every glance erased my light
But I found strength in shadows
I found courage in the night
You feared the storm I'd become
So you caged me with your fear
But I'm thunder now I'm endless—
And your voice will disappearYou tried to drown me in your void
But I am stars you can't destroy
The silence now belongs to me
I sing my own decreeI am fire from the storm you fed
A voice reborn from all you said
No more silence no more shame
You'll never haunt my name
From the ruins I reclaim my truth
Ashes in bloom — I rise from you
No longer yours to dim or bruise
This soul is mine to useLet the embers sing
Let the phoenix scream
Your reign is dust and I—
I am the dreamI am fire from the storm you fed
A voice reborn from all you said
No more silence no more shame
You'll never haunt my name
From the ruins I reclaim my truth
Ashes in bloom — I rise from you
No longer yours to dim or bruise
This soul is mine to useFrom the ruins I reclaim my truth
Ashes in bloom — I rise from you
Unbroken fierce and shining through
This soul is mine —
Not yours to undo
About the Song:
A fan favorite. “Ashes in Bloom” is about surviving emotional abuse—and rising from it. It’s about reclaiming my voice after being silenced, my strength after being made to feel small. Writing this song was cathartic and terrifying, but it helped me put words to something I’d carried for too long. It’s for anyone who’s been hurt and made to feel like they don’t have the right to shine. This is me breaking the silence. This is me rising. And I’m not afraid to burn if it means I get to bloom.
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Crimson Goodbye
You wore your silence like a blade in the night
And I was the fool who called it light
You turned our love into a ghost I chase
Left me in shadows no warm embraceI bled in the garden we vowed to defend
You vanished no word no endThis is my crimson goodbye
No more tears left to cry
You burned the bridge now I light the sky
With fire in my spine
No I won't break or fall
I was the storm through it all
Now I dance in the flame
Of our crimson goodbyeAshes fall the silence sings
From shattered love I rise on wingsThis is my crimson goodbye
I won't kneel I won't hide
You were the fire that scorched my name
But I've become the flame
Of our crimson goodbyeGoodbye
Crimson goodbye
About the Song:
“Crimson Goodbye” is my final word to the one who left me in the dark. It's not a love song—it's a reckoning. I poured all the grief, betrayal, and quiet strength into this track. It’s about realizing I don’t need their apology to move forward. I found the fire in my spine, and this is me using it—not to burn them, but to light my own path. It’s not about revenge. It’s about release. A goodbye drenched in red, fierce and final.
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Awaken Me
I used to pray to quiet skies
Felt the hollow in my chest like a lullaby
I wore the mask, I played the part
But the silence grew sharp inside my heartThen a whisper split the dark—
Not from above, but from the spark
Buried deep beneath my skin
Saying: "Child, it's time. Begin."Awaken me—set fire to the night
Let the ashes teach my soul to rise
I was sleeping in my own disguise
But now I see through open eyes
Awaken me—don't save me soft
Tear me down until I'm lost
Then build me from the sacred dust
Awaken me… awaken us.I thought the light would come from far
A voice like thunder, a fallen star
But grace was quiet, slow, and raw
It broke me open with no applauseI am not the wounds I held
Not the lies that kept me shelled
Every fracture, every scar
Led me back to who we areAwaken me—no more fear to fight
I am the flame, I am the light
From shattered soul to second birth
I am heaven sewn into earth
Awaken me—let the veil be torn
The stars have whispered: I was born
To rise, to burn, to finally trust
Awaken me…
Awaken us.
About the Song:
“Awaken Me” is the moment I stop asking for rescue—and rise as my own answer. It’s a spiritual awakening, not gentle, but necessary. I used to think salvation would come from outside, from someone bigger or louder—but what I found was a quiet spark inside me that had been there all along. This song is about tearing down the false self, letting everything burn, and building something truer from the ashes. It’s not just about waking up—it's about remembering who I was before the world told me to forget.
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Poison
We light the match just to feel the fire
You kiss like sin, but I still desire
Every fight, a twisted game we play
But I come crawling back anywayYou say you're sorry with your hands
But I still wear your ghost like brands
I know the cost, I know the pain
But I keep running through the rainYou're the poison in my veins,
The thunder in my brain
A love that feels like drowning
But I dive in just the same
You're the silence when I scream
The monster in my dream
We're breaking every promise
But we're perfect on the screenYou pull me close with a loaded smile
Whispers sweet, but your heart's on trial
We're not lovers, we're just scars in skin
But losing you feels worse than giving inYou say we're fate, but we're a curse
Each kiss just makes the craving worse
I taste the lies on every breath
But darling, I still dance with deathYou're the poison in my veins,
The thunder in my brain
A love that feels like drowning
But I dive in just the same
You're the silence when I scream
The monster in my dream
We're breaking every promise
But we're perfect on the screenI try to leave, but I lose the fight
Your shadow owns my sleepless nights
We're not in love—we're in control
A war disguised as something wholeYou're the poison in my veins,
The thunder in my brain
I know this love will kill me
But I'd die for it again
You're the silence when I scream
The monster in my dream
Toxic and electric
But we're sewn into the seamsI'll stay until I fade away…
You're the poison, and I'm your prey
About the Song:
“Poison” was the first song I produced. It is about the kind of love that destroys you—but you still go back to it. It’s dangerous, obsessive, seductive. I knew it was toxic, I knew it was going to break me, but part of me didn’t care. This song is me surrendering to that chaos, to the push and pull of passion and control. It’s not healthy, but it’s honest. It’s about a connection that felt like a drug—and I kept choosing the high, even when it came with a slow death. “Poison” is me owning that darkness, and letting it dance. And I'd do it all over again too, Jake. Forever and ever again.
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Frayed
The sky was bleeding gold the night I wrote this,
The stars too bright to look away.
Left a candle in the hallway,
Tried to hold on, but I frayed.I never meant to be the silence,
But I couldn't bear the noise...
I burned too quiet,
You loved too loud.
Now I'm a song
You can't turn down.
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now?I traced your name into the frost,
One last breath, one final cost.
But love like yours, it still survives
Even where no light arrives.You were the voice beneath my shadows,
But I slipped beneath the sound…
I burned too quiet,
You loved too loud.
Now I'm a song
You can't turn down.
Can you hear me now?
Still playing through the noise…And if there's a world beyond this fall,
I'll be waiting past the wall.
A verse in the dark,
A flame in your heart—
Still singing, after all.I burned too quiet,
You loved too loud.
Now I'm a song
You can't turn down.
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now?Can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now?
I'm already gone.
(Gone)
I'm already gone.
(Gone)
I'm already gone.
(Gone)
About the Song:
“Frayed” is about disappearing quietly—about the kind of pain that doesn’t scream, but lingers in silence. I wrote it on a night that felt like the end of something. I was holding on by a thread, feeling like I couldn’t be heard, like I was fading out of someone’s life without them noticing. This song is a message left behind—part goodbye, part echo, part hope that maybe they’ll still hear me when I’m gone. It’s for anyone who’s ever felt like they were too soft to be remembered, but too full of love to ever really vanish.
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The Chase
Whispers in velvet, he calls from below
A flicker of fur in the opaline snow
I chase through the garden, no path, no light
Only the promise of something not right
Teeth in his grin like a prophecy's curse
Time on his watch always running in reverse
"Follow me down," he says with a bow
"Drink from the glass, I'll show you how..."I'm losing myself in the shimmer and sheen
Of a dream that devours the spaces betweenI fell for the white rabbit
Down in the static
Wore a crown of thorns made of silk and sin
Heaven don't want me, and hell let me in
I bled for the white rabbit
Sweet and dramatic
Every step, a nail in my holy skin
Tell me, who am I when I'm chasing him?Tea for the broken, lies in the cup
He drinks from the mirror, never fills up
Smoke in his eyes, honey on his tongue
A lullaby sung from a rope half-hung
I wanted the truth but I tasted the thrill
Now every high comes with a deeper still
His laugh like a hymn carved into my spine
"You're mine, you're mine, you're mine..."And I—I can't wake, I can't breathe
Caught in the clockwork of make-believeI fell for the white rabbit
Holy fanatic
Burned my wings just to feel alive
Built my church on a suicide dive
I prayed to the white rabbit
Tragic, emphatic
Now I wear his name in my every sin
And I don't know where I end or beginDown... down...
The spiral... the spin...
Every truth I buried deep within
He opens the door
But it's always locked
I'm chasing a ghost who was never stoppedI died for the white rabbit
Haunted and habit
All of my faith, he broke it in two
But I'd do it again just to follow you
I bled for the white rabbit
Fractured, fanatic
Tell me the end, or start it again
'Cause I'm not me unless I'm chasing himThere's no wonderland
Only the fall
And I keep running...
I keep running through it all
About the Song:
“The Chase” is my favorite descent into obsession and madness—the kind that blurs fantasy and faith, desire and destruction. It started with the image of the white rabbit, but it quickly became something deeper: a metaphor for chasing someone or something you can never quite reach. I built altars in my head, burned my wings, and called it love. This song is chaos wrapped in silk—it’s about falling for the beautiful lie, again and again, because sometimes the fall feels better than the truth. It’s dangerous. It’s dramatic. It’s me losing myself on purpose.
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Snap-Snap
You walked in like a scene from a movie
Slow motion, but you're moving right through me
Cherry fizz on my lips, I'm wired
Eyes locked, now the room's on fire
Gold chains and a dangerous grin
You don't play fair—but I'll let you win
I said "hi," you said "trouble"
Now I'm caught in a bubbleLights down, but my heart's lit up
Every move you make just turns me up
Talk that talk, I'm all in
Pull me close—let's beginTalk sweet, but your eyes say danger
Lip gloss, boy, I'm in a chamber
Boom boom, heartbeat's gettin' louder
Crush me like a wave, I'm drowning in your power
Snap snap—caught me in a flash
One touch, baby, I might crash
Na-na-na, you're stuck in my head
Play it again like da-da-da-dehVelvet night and we're dancing in neon
Pull me close like I'm someone you lean on
Heat rise when you whisper low
Say my name and I lose control
Slow spin on a rooftop thrill
Candy lips and a sugar-high spill
Every step's a little sin
But I'd do it all againLights down, but my heart's lit up
Every move you make just turns me up
Talk that talk, I'm all in
Pull me close—let's beginTalk sweet, but your eyes say danger
Lip gloss, boy, I'm in a chamber
Boom boom, heartbeat's gettin' louder
Crush me like a wave, I'm drowning in your power
Snap snap—caught me in a flash
One touch, baby, I might crash
Na-na-na, you're stuck in my head
Play it again like da-da-da-dehCan't get enough
You're in my dreams, I wake up in love
No escape, no rewind
You're the beat I chase every timeSnap snap—caught me in a flash
One touch, baby, I might crash
Na-na-na, you're stuck in my head
Play it again like da-da-da-deh
Oh oh—boy, you break the frame
Every picture ends with your name
Snap snap—now I'm in your game
Can't go back and I'm not ashamedda-da-da-deh
(da-da-da-deh)
da-da-da-deh
(da-da-da-deh)
da-da-da-deh
(da-da-da-deh)
da-da-da-deh
(da-da-da-deh)
da-da-da-deh
(da-da-da-deh)
About the Song:
“Snap-Snap” is my playful, flirty power trip. It’s that moment when someone catches your eye, and suddenly you're both caught in the spark—like a scene out of a movie that you never want to end. It’s fun, dangerous, cinematic, and full of energy. I wanted it to feel like a midnight crush set to a pop beat, where every glance feels like a firework and every line is a tease. It’s the candy-coated chaos of attraction, and I’m not apologizing for it.
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Kaleidoscope
I see you in the shimmer of the morning light
Reflected in a world that's just beyond mine
I press my hands against the glass so thin
But you don't see me you don't let me inYou laugh you breathe you're just out of reach
Your shadow's a sermon I can't help but preach
And I scream in silence lips against the wall
But you don't hear no you don't hear at allI love you like a storm that never ends
Like fire in my chest I can't defend
This aching turns to echoes in my bones
I'm wailing through the mirror all alone
Your name's the only sound I ever knew
But you're a ghost behind this silver view
And I'm losing all the pieces of my mind
Just trying to love you one last timeYou turn your face like you almost feel
A whisper of a truth you'd rather not reveal
I'm bleeding colors you'll never see
A kaleidoscope of agonyI danced in dreams just to taste your skin
But woke to walls that won't let me in
This hunger's hollow and still I crave
To hold you close beyond the graveThe glass is cracking my voice is raw
My soul's unraveling thread by flaw
Do you feel it now? Do you hear the sound?
Of a heart that's breaking without being foundI love you like a scream in empty halls
Like madness dripping down these mirrored walls
My sanity dissolves into your name
And still you never look my way
You'll never know how much it cost
To love you from this side forever lost
And I'm fading like a shadow undefined
Just trying to love you one last time
About the Song:
“Kaleidoscope” is about loving someone so deeply that it starts to unravel you—especially when they can’t see you anymore, or maybe never really did. I wrote it from the perspective of someone trapped on the other side of the glass, begging to be felt, seen, heard—but fading in the silence. It’s obsession, grief, madness, and devotion all tangled together. Loving him felt like watching a beautiful world I could never touch, and this song is the sound of that unraveling. Every color bled out of me, and I called it love.
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Stitched in Silence
She gathers like smoke in a porcelain frame
A prayer half-whispered unclaimed by a name
No gaze to return no bloom on her mouth
Thread-bound hymns tracing spiral routes
Arms of ivory — calcified grace
Cradle the weight of an unlived face
She hums in a tongue that the light won't know
A lullaby stitched in undertowSo hush don't tremble — I'm still near
An angel with a fractured wing is here
I'll mend your soul even piece by piece
Even if mine finds no release
No halo left no sky to climb
But I still sing in borrowed time
So sleep my love the dark is kind —
You don't have to leave anything behindFractured feathers fall like ash to the floor
Whispers caught in cracks of a hollowed core
She carried storms beneath fragile skin
Silent wars that she'd never win
Bones that once reached for endless skies
Now fold beneath unseen goodbyes
But in the dark where no one sees
She learns to breathe between broken dreamsSo hush don't tremble — I'm still near
An angel with a fractured wing is here
I'll mend your soul even piece by piece
Even if mine finds no release
No halo left no sky to climb
But I still sing in borrowed time
So sleep my love the dark is kind —
You don't have to leave anything behindIf I fall will you catch the flame?
If I break will you whisper my name?
I'm the shadow beneath your skin —
The quiet war you bury within
Wings ragged torn by the night
Carrying sorrow too deep for light
But in the silence faint and thin —So hush don't tremble — I'm still near
An angel with a fractured wing is here
I'll mend your soul even piece by piece
Even if mine finds no release
No halo left no sky to climb
But I still sing in borrowed time
So sleep my love the dark is kind —
You don't have to leave anything behindYou don't have to leave anything behind…
(Behind)
You don't have to leave anything behind…
(Behind)
About the Song:
“Stitched in Silence” is a song I wrote for the ones who carry pain quietly—for the angels who never got to fly. It’s about loving someone so much you’d give them your light, even if it meant staying in the dark yourself. There’s no halo, no rescue, just borrowed time and a voice that keeps singing because someone else needs to hear it. This song is my quiet offering. My way of saying: I see you, I love you, and you don’t have to carry it alone anymore.
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Electric Nights
We don't need no candles,
Moonlight's all we need tonight.
Every touch like magic,
Every move just feels so right.You pull me closer like gravity,
Our rhythm's got its own melody.Making love, like the first time,
Every kiss, you blow my mind.
We're electric in the dark, (baby)
Two hearts lighting up the stars.
All we need—just you and me,
Making love endlessly.
We're electric in the dark, (baby)
Two hearts lighting up the stars.Skin on skin, we fade away,
Only you can feel this way.
Making love, like the first time—
And the last, and the only… tonight.This is for you, Virus.
About the Song:
“Electric Nights” was made for one of my favorite DJs on FFXIV—Virus. He wanted to showcase my music, and I realized I didn’t have an EDM track for him to play… so I made one. I wanted it to feel flirty, fun, and intimate—like a warm night under moonlight with someone who just gets you. It’s a love song built for the dancefloor, glowing with pulse and passion. Something to move to, and something to feel.
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I'm Sorry
I said too much when silence was kinder
Held onto pride like it made me stronger
You gave your heart with both hands wide
And I let you fall, without even tryingI'm not here to beg, I'm not here to cry
Just standing in truth, no reason to lieI'm sorry for real — not just something to say
Not just a line to make this go away
It's deep in my bones, it's cutting me wide
I lost the best thing I had in my life
I'm not asking for grace, or to be understood
But if words have a weight, let these carry good
I'm sorry — I mean it, I swear
I'm sorry — and I always will careIf your heart finds peace far from mine
Then I'll let it be, I'll give it time
But please know this before I'm through
I carry the loss… and the love tooI'm sorry for real — no cover, no shield
Just me and the truth I can't help but feel
Not asking for mercy, or even a sign
Just needed to say it — before running out of time
I'm sorry — for real
About the Song:
“I’m Sorry” is the apology I never knew how to say out loud. It’s not about trying to win someone back—it’s about owning the truth. I hurt someone who didn’t deserve it. And even if they’ve moved on, I still carry that. This song isn’t about begging for forgiveness—it’s about showing up with honesty, vulnerability, and love, even if it’s too late. Sometimes saying ‘I’m sorry’ is the only gift you have left to give. And this song is mine.
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Echoes of Us
I had your heart and I held it too tight
Afraid you would leave so I started a fight
Built all these walls just to feel in control
But I broke the one thing that made me feel wholeYou gave me light when I lived in the grey
I pushed you back every time you would stay
Now I'm the ghost in the bed where we lay
And I'm the reason you walked awayIt's all my fault I see it now
I loved you wrong I let you down
I should've held you should've stayed true
But I was the storm that carried you through
And now I'm left with the silence and shame
You gave me love and I gave you blameI wore my hurt like a crown on my head
Spoke in regrets instead of what I meant
You asked for truth I gave you defense
Now I'm alone with my consequenceIt's all my fault I built the flame
Then stood there and watched it burn us in vain
I should've seen you should've come clean
But pride is a killer and I was mean
Now you're just a memory I can't outrun
A love that was real and a heart I undoneIf I could go back I'd rewrite it all
But love doesn't answer when pride makes the call
So I sing to the dark with no one to blame
But the echo of me… whispering your name
About the Song:
“Echoes of Us” is me owning my part in the loss. It's not a breakup song—it’s a confession. I pushed away the one person who loved me right, because I didn’t know how to trust it. I hurt them trying to protect myself. This song is what’s left when the pride fades and the silence sets in. It’s for anyone who wishes they could go back and do it differently—but knows they can’t. It’s me whispering into the dark, hoping maybe they still hear me.
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I'll Still Be Here
You were just a voice in my headphones
But I swear I knew your face
We never met but I still felt it
Every message every space
We'd talk about anything
Even from a world away
I still hear you in the silence
Even though there's nothing left to sayI'll still be here when the signal's broken
Still be near in the things you don't say
I won't write I won't reach
But if you're lost inside the week
You'll feel me
Right where you drift awayYou would visit me often at the Wall Flower
After we'd fight side by side
In the glow of the world we built together
You held me like I was real that night
Now the game goes on without you
But I still log in just to see
If maybe you'd
Message meI'll still be here when the words stop working
Still be near when your playlist hurts
I won't knock I won't cry
But if I cross your mind
You'll know me
Still soft inside the verseWe never touched but you touched my soul
And that kind of love don't ever let goI'll still be here when the stars stop burning
Still be near if you whisper my name
I won't ask I won't plead
But if you come back to me
I'll be standing
Still in love just the sameStill be here
Still be here
Even now
About the Song:
“I’ll Still Be Here” is about a love that lived in messages, voice chats, and the glow of a world we built together. It’s about the bond you make with someone online—how deeply they can touch your life, even if you’ve never met in person. I wrote it for Jake, someone I still carry in the quiet moments—for the whispers, the playlists, the places we used to visit together. It’s not about begging to be remembered. It’s just a promise: that even if they never come back, I’ll still be here.
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Under the Moonlight
Soft as the whisper of the midnight breeze
You came to me with a heart at ease
Stars above the world asleep
But in your arms my soul runs deepNo need for words when silence speaks
In every glance in every beat
A love so still a love so true—
All I need is here with youUnder the moonlight holding you near
Time stands still when you're right here
Silver shadows dance in your eyes
We're writing our love in the skyUnder the moonlight hearts in tune
I'm lost in the light of you and the moonThe world fades out and it's just us two
Wrapped in the glow of something true
A kiss a smile the hush of night—
Everything's perfect in this lightUnder the moonlight holding you near
Time stands still when you're right here
Silver shadows dance in your eyes
We're writing our love in the sky
Under the moonlight hearts in tune
I'm lost in the light of you and the moonLet the dawn wait a little while
I want this moment this dream this smile
If morning comes and takes you away
I'll wait for the night to steal you back againUnder the moonlight just me and you
Bathed in a glow of silver-blue
Every heartbeat every sigh
Feels like forever as the stars glide by
Under the moonlight this love feels true—
I'm home in the light of the moon and youUnder the moonlight just me and you
Lost in this love under the moon
About the Song:
“Under the Moonlight” is a love song for the quiet moments—the ones where nothing needs to be said, because everything is felt. I wanted it to feel like a warm night where time stands still, where the moon and someone you love are the only things that exist. It’s gentle, steady, and full of light. A soft promise wrapped in stars. Sometimes love isn’t loud—it’s just there, glowing beside you in the dark.
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The Red Queen
I wore the crown in silence
Built my kingdom out of pain
Tried to rule the storm inside me
But I kept hearing her nameShe speaks in rage
She wears my face
A voice I locked
In a hidden placeI faced the Red Queen in the dark
Tried to tear her world apart
But every scar, every cruel decree
She learned that fire here from me
And now I see what I've always been
I am the Red Queen (Oh)She moves like every heartbreak
Says the things I try to hide
I made her cruel to keep control
But she's the part I can't denyShe speaks in rage
She wears my face
A voice I locked
In a hidden placeI tried to cage her
But she held the key
The monster was never her
It was meI faced the Red Queen eye to eye
No more masks, no more lies
She bowed to me, I bowed to her
Two halves of one survivor's hurt
There's no more running from what's been
I am the Red Queen (Oh)
About the Song:
“The Red Queen” is about facing the version of me I tried to bury—the one shaped by pain, rage, and survival. I used to think she was the villain, but now I know she was the part of me that kept me alive. This song is about accepting every version of myself, even the ones I feared. The Red Queen isn’t my enemy. She is me. And by owning her, I finally reclaimed my power.
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Heatwave
It's too late to cool down…
You feel that?Lights flicker, pulse on fire
We move like sparks on a wire
Your eyes say everything
No words, just chemistryYou're close, I can barely breathe
Heat rising under my feet
Hands on me like gravity
No escape from ecstasyHeatwave, can't cool down
Touch me once, I burn out
Bass hits, I break—
You make my body quakeSkin to skin in ultraviolet
Your rhythm's got me in a riot
Can't tell if I'm high or haunted
But this fever's all I wantedYou're close, I can barely breathe
Heat rising under my feet
Every beat you give to me
Is burning through my memoryYou make my body quake
You make my body quake
You make my body quake
You make my body quake (quake)
Heatwave, can't cool down
Touch me once, I burn out
Bass hits, I break—
You make my body quakeNo water, no air
Just you, I'm bare
Just you, I'm bare
Take all of me—
I don't careHeatwave, can't cool down
Touch me once, I burn out
Bass hits, I break—
You make my body quake
For you Sazzy,
All for you Sazzy
Let's go Sazzy!!
Rock those hips!Heatwave
Can't cool down
In this Heatwave
About the Song:
“Heatwave” is pure fire—an EDM track I made for my friend Sazzy to set the whole dancefloor ablaze. It’s all pulse, sweat, and chemistry—the kind of track that hits you in the chest and doesn’t let go. I wanted it to feel hot, electric, and unstoppable. It’s about giving in to the moment, the touch, the bass, and letting yourself burn for it. This one’s for the bodies in motion and the hearts racing behind them.
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